Confessions

My boyfriend, who is now in college, experimented with porn in high school. According to him, he had a friend who tried to show it to him. I don't know how many times he was exposed to it, because he doesn't like to offer details and becomes deeply ashamed at the mention of the subject. I'm curious to know what happened, but I don't want to pry out of him something that makes him feel so bad....

I am so sick of myself everyday i want to die. i am disgusted with who I am. I watch porn 1 every 2 weeks and it kills me every time. I masturbate so much even at work when i am bored. I need help I don't even know how to love a woman anymore. Porn has destroyed me. I need help and prayer

My first experience with porn I was when I was 13 years old. I'm now 52. For a brief time in my life I was free from it and that was years ago. Just how long before God says enough. I want to be free from this and I need your prayers. Pray that I will take responsibility for this before God and take the 30 day course so I can have the tools and knowledge I need to remain free.

I've had an older brother and older cousins. This is how got hold of my first porn magazines and videos. I started watching porn when I was about 12 years old, by downloading videos or just watching DVDs of my older cousins. I quickly got sucked into the habit of needing my porn. Now I'm 22, 10 years later, and I'm finally putting an end to this. It has ruined my ability to communicate with...

I looked at pornography today. It was the first time that I have looked at it in a while. I have struggled with masturbation for quite some time now, coming up on five years this summer. I have fought with myself time after time. I am tired of being hypocritical. I am somewhat of leader at my church and yet I continue to look at porn. I feel like death

Over the last 3 years, during my separation and divorce from my wife, I began to realize I have a porn & sex addiction and last week I realized how out of control it has gotten. I thought I could keep it under control, it was the realization where I found myself looking up information about gay bath house so I can find some new sexual gratification. I’m not even attracted to men yet I found...

Ever since I hit puberty I would look up porn and masterbate to it

About a year ago i decided i wanted to quit watching porn and stop masterbating. However, I have never been able to actually stop.. I live at a dormitory so it is easy to control myself, but when i visit home I always get so tempted to do it. Now that it is vacation and winter, the temptation is big. I try praying to God and ask for his help, but I keep going back to the usual routine. Why can...

So I've gotten to a place in my life where I am no longer acting out, having sex, but I still stumble from time to time with watching porn and masturbation. I think that it'll clear my head or release some stress, but it does the exact opposite. I get so foggy, distracted and then start to reminisce about my former life as a full blown sex addict. I try to compensate by watching (non-sexual)...

I'm 18 years old. I have a loving Christian family, a great church, and awesome friends. But I have struggled on and off with pornography. I think the thing that discourages me the most is that I'm a girl. I find support all the time for guys, but rarely any for girls. So let me try to clear a few things up- I hate it. I absolutely hate what it does to me, how afterwards I hate myself, how it...