Confessions
It all started when I was around 13. I accidentally went on a pornographic website while I was trying to find a video game. I kept going online until my parents caught me. Being Christians they tried to help. I went to counseling for a little while but I didn't like it. I have had my good times and my bad times for seven years now. Masturbation and pornography have no place in my life. I want...
I am not proud but I have the guts to admit that I've been addicted to pornography for all of highschool - and it's still after me. In fact, it's getting worst. However, I finally found enough balls to talk to my Youth pastor about my problems and he is really helping me out. All in all, I'm getting the help I need. But if it's not too much trouble, can I ask some of you to pray for me as...
I wish I didn't want to watch porn. I've been watching for 3 years since age 11. I've lied to my self and God saying I'm addicted. I know that I just don't want to stop. Since I got hooked, the longest period I resisted it was 1 week. On the seventh day I did it. Ironically, 2 hours ago I just looked at porn.
Well guys been awhile but still struggling with lust and those thoughts but willing to let GOD have control of my mind
I love my gf but i lust after other women on porn. I lie to cover things up. I feel terrible. I hate porn with a passion but yet i like the rush and the release. I find out ways to watch it. Jesus help me fight it
I was about 10 when I saw my first porn magazine. I liked it but my mom found out quickly and stopped it. I saw my first porn video when i was around 13 and i was addicted for only a few months and i was able to stop by my own power. When I was 17 I started dating a cousin of my friends. She was really into sexual stuff with me and how she always wanted to do all these sexual activities with...
Well Me and my ex started talking again, I got really down because I still love her and care about her (even though she doesnt at all) I got pretty down in the dumps and well I started doubting God for some reason, I ended up looking at Porn for the first time in over a month on my PHONE. Then I repented and asked for forgiveness and went on my way, but then just this morning I did it...
My experience with porn started my freshman year of high school, I was curious and didnt see the harm in looking just once. What I didnt know is that it would be the catalyst in starting something that i still deal with today. I now have just completed my freshman year of college at Indiana Wesleyan University and while I was there, the demons of my past and temptation to view porn and...
My name is Matthew and I have struggled with porn since I was 11. I had an affair recently and it just came out. I am seeking treatment and know that is the only step I have if I ever want to first restore my life and hopefully my family. Your prayers and thoughts are appreciated.
I messed up again.... ive once again resorted to taking my lonely feelings back to a computer.... i feel completely hopeless and i know that this is wrong and i want theses thoughts and desires and feelings to leave I love God but i feel he cant love me like this.. im honestly so alone
