Confessions
I absolutely hate myself. I've become a monster. I put on the face of a perfect little Christian girl who would never do anything bad, but in reality, I masturbate and watch pornography. I feel do disgusted with myself. I want to stop so badly, but I can't. I try and I fail every time. This problem is taking away from my relationship with God and I so badly want to want Him.
hi, i´m from mexico and my english it is not perfect, i am learning.....all started when I was 12 years old (now I have 24) began with the curiosity that the changes in my body because of my age had. All the time was getting stronger and stronger, I began to look pornography, until the end of hiring a prostitute to have sex, I tried to approach God for many years, but this addiction is...
I've been struggling with my lust for quite a while now. Recently, I went to Regional Celebrate Life at ONU and I felt as if God had delivered me from the temptation- and he most certainly did, but yesterday I fell into temptation and pulled myself away, but fell into it today and was lost in my lust. I need prayer so that I can overcome this obstacle and that I can finally get over the hill....
For nearly 8 years I've struggled with sexual sin and addiction, beginning when I discovered pornography at the age of 12, culminating several years ago in giving my virginity to my then-girlfriend and continuing until yesterday when I viewed pornography for the last time. As a man, I know that I'm guaranteed to continue struggling with my own sinfulness... but as a son of the risen God, I...
I have been addicted to porn for a while. I can hide it pretty well which means I need to put it out in the open in order to help myself better. I have not actually had sex or done anything else which is good. But, eventually someday I will find a woman and get settled down. I want that to last. I want to be married for forever. I know that porn can interfere with that relationship and end...
Hi, I've tried stop seeing porn a lot of times and i even promissed to God and Jesus that I would never masturbate myself again. 2 years later and I cant stop, you know, I'm desperate, cause come on, I love God, I dont wanna to disapointe Him, but i dont know what to do... I just too weak. I want Life, not death, I wanna be alive with God when our time comes, but honestly, when I stop to...
Sorry for letting my accountability partners and people who are praying for me down. I went online to watch porn and jacked off, feel embarrassed. I really don't get it what is so especial with porn that it consumes you and desires seemed stronger than the will to obey good.
I have grown up believing a major lie. That I was "different" or "homosexual" people would bug me and at first I didn't believe it but it started to wear me down and I began to question who I was, and soon I accepted the lie. I found myself on cruise sites, pornography and lusting after males. I have really struggled to get back up, I find myself in a rut of sin, confess, sin confess and I...
Well am finally going to let this out to the world i have struggled with porn for awhile now first it started little looking at girls as they walk by now its looking at videos and thinking abut it every day am ready to seek help and i pray that god well help me I now its not going to be easy but i need to start living my life for god and not the world i need to start his will for my life and...
So I have grown up in the church and have been very active from high school on. I struggled with porn and masterbation for years. I made a choice to really seek God and porn just wasn't a struggle anymore but I still delt with masterbation on and off. I got to a point in collage when I couldn't handle hiding anymore I told God help me get this off my chest or let me go. I was in Mexico on a...
