I don't really know where to start. I love God, I really do. I love Christ and the sacrifice He made for all of us. I love my wife and have the deepest and most sincere respect for her.

But since I have been a teenager I have battled with porn. Now, I am light years beyond the depth where I used to be but in the end I have never been able to kick the habit on my own. But like most people I thought I could. So in the simpliest way I know I am asking for help. I want so desperatly to stop not only for the sake of my life and salvation but for also the sake of my ministry. We reap what we sow and if I am sowing sin and hypocrisy I will reap the same and more.

Guess this isn't much of a confession but a cry for help.