I am a pastor who has been addicted to pornography for literally as long as I can remember. For more than half of my life, I have been addicted. There have been times that I have gone many months without indulging, but I have never broken the addiction. I realize that the real problem is my own unrepentance. I cannot come to full repentance because I have been unwilling to confess and find someone to hold me accountable. I have been an accountability partner for more than one person and have seen the Lord work miracles in other men. I have advised other men on the necessity of confession, and the reality of hidden sin, yet I have hardened my own heart to these realities. God has been merciful, and I have never been discovered in my sin. My wife and congregation are unaware, but I know that my addiction has an effect on all that I minister to, especially on my own family. Please pray with me that the Lord will show me who I can confess to and seek out as my accountability partner.