I am 23 years old and began looking at porn when I was 13. I am getting married in one year and desperately want to stop. I look at porn and masturbate everyday, usually more than once a day. I have fallen so far from gods grace and feel it everyday. Every night I tell myself that tomorrow I will make things right. However. when tomorrow comes, and the sun rises, I turn my back on god and go my own way. I am weak and broken. I have become addicted and am no better than a drug addict. I do not look at women in a healthy way and am ashamed at some of my thoughts. I have not read the bible or spoken with god in earnest in 6 years. I want my life back.