im 19 years old and have been in a relationship with a girl for about three years now. we decided that we wanted God to lead us in everything, and that we want God at the center of our relationship if we want it to last and so neither of us have ever kissed each other or anyone else, in hopes that when God shows us the right time we can...we're both living in different states for college as well, and finally my gf was able to come visit me for the first time in college and it was great we got to spend time with each other for a whole weekend just hanging out, and being ourselves...but obviously she had to go back home for college and here i am in serious withdrawl...

and its making me bitter, angry and sad-i want to be able to be more intimate with my gf but im struggling to stay faithful to our promise to God...sometimes i wonder if we bit off more than we can chew...And like every time i want to be closer to her she says that it doesnt feel right and i know especially with the parameters we set up early on...

i am honestly so miserable right now-like a part of me just wants to scream out loud because i want to be able to kiss my gf but i know its not the time yet and that it probably wont be for a long time...

but God knows that i want a love in my life thats not the product of this world...i know despite seeing all the other girls in college who are quite easy, that im not intrested in casual sex as tempting as it maybe...but even though i want God to lead me, its so painful to wait....just please pray for me, i know this maybe hard to grasp, how a person cannot kiss a girl he dated for so long but i just need prayers for the strenght to stand strong until the day God says its okay....

thanks brothers and sisters