I've been watching pornography off and on for the majority of my life. There are times when I've gone months, maybe over a year, without it, and then something drags me back. After I got married, it got better for a while, but lately, especially over the last few months, I've been finding it harder and harder to stay away from it. Any time my wife is out of the house for any extended period of time, it's pretty much guaranteed that I'll end up surfing for porn online. I know that I need to stop. I know the damage it has done and can do, but it's such a hard thing to let go of. Please, pray for me. I know that, as a Christian, my sins are forgiven, and that I am made pure by the blood of Jesus. None of that has changed, but every time I give in, I cheapen that grace, and take that love for granted. I can't go on this way, and I won't go on this way, with God's help.