Simply put i have been additcted for a decade! its interesting at first its this new pleaseant experience ,but sooner or later it takes control like FIRE! when i was younger one of my worst experiences was that i actually masturbated in a church bathroom believe it or not.. i think i was about 13 and i just started doing i couldnt stop... it never occured to me that it was wrong i was not really christian at the time howver i did feel a little guilty it being a church and all. since then ive struggled with it for so long it wasnt until i became christian that i really tried to stop then the battle began...i stopped for 8 months then started again today i did it again so i decided to make steps to stop i know this upsets me spiritually i was supposed to fast and pray/read today this is how i started my day.. to think of how much mercy Jesus has for us. well this is my confession Porn is a horrible addiction