Brothers and Sisters I write this letter in need of help.  The pleasures of the world are strong.  I fight a daily skirmish which I feel I am loosing.  I have a great heart and a profound respect for the Lord Jesus...but I know in my heart, that my actions speak louder than words.  God is looking at my actions!  My addiction to both porn and masturbation is causing me to be a slave to temptation and sin.  I want to break this sinful temptation and seek with a pure heart the Glory of Lord my God.  My favorite verse is: "Blessed are the pure in heart, for they shall see God".Matthew 5:8.  I want to see Jesus and I want to see myself, as Jesus sees me.  I know that I can no longer do it on my own.  I know that in order to start my purification I need to bring my sin in the open and confess.  "Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this...to keep oneself from being polluted by the world." James 1:27.  This pollution that has it's grasp on me and is keeping me from transforming into the character that God wants me to be.  I know that I am sexually impure and I need fellowship.  Lucifer makes it so that the pleasures of the world can be downloaded in the home of a pc and now his reach extends to a mobile phone.  I have tried to beat this fleshy desire on my own...I always thought my heart was strong enough...but it is not my heart but it's my eye's that are weak!  I am trying to make a covenant with my eyes just a Job did.  I no longer want to lust with my eyes because Jesus is telling me I am committing adultery!  Being single...it is seems harder for my eyes to stay clean.  As beautiful girls walk around showing off their skin and flesh...my eyes are drawn to them lustfully.  I am aware that my eyes are follow the flesh and I want to stop.  I want my eye's to see my sisters as my sisters.  I need my eye's to see and follow Jesus.  You spoke of transformation and I believe it's it time for me to transform.
    A major problem that I am faced with this day is that I don't have any (good) Christian friends.  I don't have anyone to call when I am being tempted.  I have lived the past couple of years in isolation with my ex.  I isolated myself from the rest of the world to be with her and the closer I got to the Lord the farther my relationship got.  Now that I have moved back into my parents house and building a better foundation with Jesus.  I could use any help you can send my way.  I am reading more and could use any recommendations.  I feel that I am at the 10 yard line and I don't want to settle for a field goal...I want to push and make my way to the Lords touchdown!  Thank you for taking the time to read this.  God Bless and have a great day brothers and sisters.