i come to this site after i failed. i find it hard to find someone who will really continue to ask how i am doing in this area. people are busy, forget or are scared. so i use the confessions-section now for this reason. ...challenged by the question why pastors don't post.

i struggle with porn and masturbation since several years. when i am doing good, i go a couple of months without. (i am married and have a 2 year old daughter by the way) if i am doing bad, i fall every week. it's not as bad as it could be, but every bit of sin is too much.

so i just want to confess this publicly. if anyone reads this - prayer is greatly appreciated!