My name is Robert. I´m have been porn addict for 7 years. Now I´m 20 years old.
Today i have had unbelievable great orgasms while masturbating.
Like 10 orgasms in three hours. I get so "high", i felt like smoking
weed,it gives me so good feeling.
In fact i´m still horny.
I understand that God created sex but why he did not killed Satan and
all the atheists in very beginning ?
Why he let the world come out as it today?
I also know that God let me born into this world here because he has plan for me.
But how do i get to know that plan what i suppose to do here ?

I want to stop, i have been thinking to let my penis surgically removed to live for Christ.
Today i also felt that God spoke to me:"You don´t have to live like that, i have so much more to offer for you."

Should i let my penis removed in order to get free from porn addiction?