I haven't looked at porn since May 29th. So it has been like 57 days. I haven't had any recent desires. It has hit me a few times since (the temptation) but i've been pretty good. The real confession here is that I have turned my relationship with my girlfriend into more of a physical one. We have never had sex or oral sex. But the things we do, do make me feel good. I have began to love her for that rather than because she is a beautiful creation sent from heaven. Forgive me father for making our relationship what it has been. Show me how to love just has you love me.
thanks for listening,
Amen