I have a calling to preach and serve. I have been born again for 12 years. I was completely transformed at my conversion. But being single, bored, and alone i got caught up in porn. smoking womens cigarettes and wearing womens clothing. getting brave enough to go out in drag. This totally contradicts who I am. i have since got married and the problems did not stop. I am now a liscensed minister and I do not want to loose my calling, salvation or family. I want to be completely free, but some thing inside doesn't. i feel the devil laughing every time I fail. Please pray for me. I am hopeful that one day Jesus will set me free or at least I will walk in it...
Any help or advice...