It seems almost impossible to remember a time before getting addicted to porn. Curiosity started it all on my parents computer home alone one night. Strangely enough they caught me on my first time. I lost internet access for the next 3 years. However i kept finding ways to satisfy my addiction. Everything went downhill from there. I got a school laptop and began to slowly overtime shift back into the addiction under my parents' nose. However, after every single time i would feel terrible, low, depressed, and hating myself; and yet i continued. Then finally i graduate, and get my very own laptop. In the beginning i made a covenant with myself that i would NEVER use it for pornography and yet again i stumble and fall. It seems that no matter how hard i try, how much accountability i get, or what filters i download; i always find a way to access it under the radar.....but looking back the one most important thing that i needed and never truly focused on was prayer. Not just for myself but others praying for me. So if someone out there is willing to help and pray for me daily, i'm willing to return the favor...God Bless