XXXChurch: SSA Blog

My struggles with pornography and homosexuality have gone hand in hand from the beginning.  I had my first sexual experience with another boy my age in middle school and around that same time I started looking at pornography.   Both of these new experiences brought extreme amounts of shame.  I was torn because at the same time they became something I lusted after and found great comfort...

I went to high school with Adam Balkcom.  He didn't know me, but I knew him.  I knew who Adam was because of his lifestyle.  I knew about him because of what others told me, not because I got to know him.  It's a shame that we do that so often.  We take what others say about someone as fact without finding out for ourselves.  I didn't know Adam's heart.  I didn't know his struggle.
 
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