Spouses - Confessions
is there any hope for me my husband is stilling looking at porn i just found out when we have sex he thinks of the girls on the porn sites what am i going to do i don't think i am strong enough to handle this i really want to divorce him but i do love him will this ever go away will this pain go away what do i do? he says hes done now but i don't think it is even possible for him to be done i...
I just found my husband of 3 years, been together for 6 is still looking at porn on the internet. Every day i look in the mirror and am mad at myself i feel as a failure as a wife. My brain is racing all day with thoughts i am home why does he need that when i am home. He does it after i go to bed. He says he is done, but i don't believe him. I don't know how long i can handle feeling this...
Need Prayer! I have been an addict for 8 years, off and on. I did not realize how badly my sin was affecting me until my eyes were opened and I saw the Damage I was doing.
I grew up in a Christian home, Born again Believer! Praise the Lord! Married and we just had our first child.
I have been clean for 3 months with pornography but have made some poor choices in other areas and have not...
When I was a kid I was asked to have sex by 5 different male freinds(yes male). what do I have queer written on my forehead. suddenly as I grew older I found myself getting into porn(mom and dads satelite, you know the huge satelite in the middle of the yard). then when I moved in with my soon to be wife the internet came along. boy was that a convenient way to see all the blinding porn sites...
I am engaged to a wonderful man. We get married this July. However, I know that he has struggled with porn before. It was really bad in high school. When we began dating in college he said he wasn't looking at it.
Then one day about 7-8 months after we began dating, he felt so sick from keeping this from me. He told me that he had messed up and looked at porn again - just once. I was...
Hi,
I have been married for 5 yrs this month. Unfortunatly, my husband is addicted to porn. I have done everything I know to do. I am currently "taking a break" in my christian life (I know that sounds horrible) because when I "get right with God" I want it to be the real thing. None of the fake religious junk I have had all my life. Anyways back to the subject. I am miserable with his...
I'll be honest, I am not a Christian person. I lost my faith after years of abuse and addiction. I am willing to try and find it again, but Im so afraid that I will lose it again.. and that's something I can't handle.
On to my confession,
My husband is addicted to porn. I have begged and pleaded for him to stop, the fights have escalated to everything from yelling to physical fighting....
I have a story to share that I would prefer be in the blog section. My name is Vicki. I am the fiancee' of a SAA and only just found out 11 days ago. I found out that he's been living a double life for 3 of our 8 years together. We have five children. All girls. Ages 4 to 18. He began when he was a teen I've now discovered. And progressed from magazines to videos, computer, and finally...
My name is Jenn, I'm 39 years old. I've been married to my husband for over 17 years. We have a 6 year old son. My husband and I have been struggling in our marriage for years, but I didn't know what the problem was. He was very secretive. 3 years ago I found child pornography on our home computer, I was devastated. I confronted my husband about it. He's a computer programmer and made up...
i just watched the rachel video for pornmobile confessions on the podcast.
rachel looks a lot like my wife.
which is why i'm motivated to send this e-mail finally.
some background:
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born mar. 3 1982
married sep. 1, 2007
struggled with porn since jr. high
life-long follower of jesus christ
i gave my heart to God when i was 4 years old. but i strayed from that in high school...
