So my fiance and love of my life has recently confessed to being an addict to porn and lust. It's so hard to see these words written about the one who matters so much to you. I have and am trying to be really strong for both he and I. It's just so hard. I'm on the heavier side, weight wise. Not obese, but could definately use a good tone up, and its hard to see these super skinny, big breasted women. I know he loves me, we have been together 5 years this November and are getting married in may, but its so hard to think positive when slutty material is out there, everywhere like big neon signs. I know for a fact that he can get over this, at least I am praying hard for him and I. And that seems to be the thing I am struggling with..... How do I stay absolutely strong for us. I love him. I know I do. I just feel so weak at times, like I'm never gonna be good enough for him to over come this. Does everyone feel this way at some point? I can look at him and see him smile, cuddle on the couch and watch tv and be SO happy.. But when I think back to all the women he has seen, I'm so uncomfortable with myself. I just didn't realize it would be so hard to be the one on the other side. I can only imagine how hard it is for him....