I just need a little guidence with this...i recently found out that my husband is addicted to porn and sex chatting to random girls on Facebook. He said he had started looking at porn back in June of this year. It really hurt me to find out that he was doing this and when i have always told him that iam no longer confident with myself. We have been together for 5 years but married for one. Before I had our son I was very tiny and a was very confident with my body...and then our son came and i gained 75lbs and have not been able to lose it. When i found out that he was looking at porn it made me feel like i was not good enough for him and being a newly christian and knowing that he was suppose to be it killed me that he was lusting over other women which is a sin. Ive told him I have forgiven him but inside i just want to know why and i havent told him but i havent fully forgiven him. On the other side i am so proud of him because he has stayed away from the computer completely. I just dont know what to do...everytime i look at him or whenever i see myself in the mirror i look at how ive changed so much in appearance and think about what he did and say to myself that I'm not good enough anymore...