Well i should start from the beginning, my name is Matthew, i started looking at porn when i was 8 years old (not knowing what i was doing). The problem continued growing through my life especially in my years before i met Jesus. I was a social scapegoat in my school and it only threw me in a hard depression state for over 7 years until Jesus got a hold of me. Even though i have God and Jesus now (and iam not depressed) i still feel really lonely from time to time (just Satan trying to squeeze back into my life).

Then i got saved and my struggle vs pornography and masterbation started. it grew untill i found the church i'am currently attending and i could talk to my pastors about it.

The most horrid part i feel about all of this it the fact that God has healed me of this problem more then once.... EVERY single time he helps me with this problem some whammy comes along and knocks the addiction back into my life.

I really love God and Jesus for pulling me out of my depression state and for healing me and giving me so much prosperity in my life but I seriously don't know how much longer i can keep going back and forth with this addiction, i'am trying to set up accountability software at the moment but it worries me because sometimes you dont even need to go to a pornographic website...just use a popular video website and there yah go...

But anyways any prayer would be very helpfull, and suggestions please.