recently i have been falling away. im not talking about not reading your bible for a few days im talking going weeks on end without reading, not going to life group for a few months and not wanting to go to youth group. my drive for god is gone its not there i know i need him desperately in my life i know he is real and he loves us but its just not clicking for me as it used to. Porn has been a huge struggle i once heard a pastor say if your not being tempted or not feeling the guilt after you sin you are no longer a problem for the enemey your just one more that fell at his feet. i think its my turn to fall i have not been the christian i should be. Porn is blocking my way to God and i see this. i know now that i have a problem and i need help i also know i need God desperately! please pray -mickey