I am addicted and I need help. I love Jesus, buts its just so hard to break free from this life crushing adiction. I would be clean for a week, even a month then the temptations arrises and I am back at rock bottom. I feel trap, like I have to sneak off and watch porn, all kinds. I feel mainly tempted when I am alone, and when I am alone in my room at night. I dont use my laptop because of the search history so I use my iPod, and sneak it on in my room before I go to bed. I keep praying fopr God to help keep my eyes pure and clean. I am thinking of starting to just through away what keeps bring me back to porn, is my iPod and the garbage I listen to on my iPod.