Teens - Confessions

Hi.... I am a 17 year old guy nearly 18... and I want to confess to all you guys I dont know... That I am way to addicted into porn.... Everyday I pray to God my Lord and Savior to help me that I need Him but like I end up watching pornography at the end.... I had even downloaded X3Watch but it isnt working at my computer for I guess its because its windows 7 or idk.... but I pray every single day for his mercy and help... I watch like 2 times everyday.... and at the end the devil laughs at me making me feel so so guilty and fool.... I really love my Lord and Savior... My Daddy.... My God but I am such a fool and sometimes I pray to God to punish me to take my life to send me over to HELL... so I may not sin anymore.... and hurt my God.... It is really sad for me to say this but it is the truth.... I thought God had changed me... but I am still the same... and I cry out everyday being ashamed from all my friends out in my church... and I need ur guys help... seriously I need ur guys help and my Daddy's help because I really want to stop.... I sincerely want to stop.... but I can't.... cause I am nothing... I can't because I can't do it without my God... and I know that everyday he is there right beside me watching me how I watch pornography and masturbate like a sick man.... and that's all I want to say to you guys...