Ok well... This will be the first time I've ever actually talked honestly about this sort of thing. I would imagine that I'm on the lower end of the food chain as far as watching pornography goes. I would say that I started sometime when I was in the seventh grade.... and now I'm going to be a sophomore in college and I haven't stopped watching. I know it's wrong. I've known it's wrong from the beginning, and yet I continue with this sad excuse for reality. I'm simply tired of all this sh*t with watching... it's been what 7 years since i started? It almost makes me sick to accept that it's been that long.... the whole time realizing that it was wrong and harmful. I haven't had a real relationship yet in my life and i suspect that this is the main reason why. I'm attempting to finally beat this thing, I'm doing the accountability email thing with my pastor.... I'm afraid to let him down so i think he's a good choice. Any input or consolations would be most welcome
God Bless =)