I wake up every morning and look into the mirror and see nothing. There is no good Christian man standing there. He is nothing more than a sinner and a failure. Oh, I've tried on multiple occassions to quit my porn addiction, but I always come straight back to it harder and more addicted than ever. I want to be able to stand tall and proud and live a good Christian life. I often ask myself, is God ashamed of me? Has he given up on me? That truly scares me. Letting down my Heavenly Father hurts more than anything. Does He still feel the nails everytime I fail? Please help.