My addiction to porn is not limited to or even related to the internet, or magazines, or what have you. Sometimes I will lay in bed for hours just coming up with all of these sick, erotic, situations and just fantasizing with them. It's easy, it's free, and kind of hard to get away from imagination. That, and anytime I'm alone in my house, the urge to masturbate hits me almost instantly. And most often, it wins. When I masturbate, I feel like someone else. Nothing about it feels right, except for when I'm in the moment. This, I know, is the part of me that Satan resides in and controls. When I am done, and realize that I am pathetic, the God part of me comes back, and fills me with feelings of guilt, shame, weakness, etcetera. I have been trying diligently to quit. (Although, not full-heartedly, or I would've been clean by now) If anything, all that I ask, is that someone could pray for me. I want my relationship with God to be where it was before this happened, when I had self control. If you would like to give me advice, or would like to tell someone about your problem, or have somebody pray with you, or just whatever. My name is Andrew. God Bless.