I did it last night. I didn't want to but I did it anyway. I watched porn, after 2 weeks of being clean. But I am not going to start over, but rather Keep going. I am doing ok. It was not satisfying. Like it use to be. it SUCKED! I hate this. But I know that God wanted me to have this trial so that I could learn something, and I will Never give up! god bless.