I can't remember the 1st time I was exposed to porn. (because I was so young.) At the beginning I found myself look at animated porn, but eventually, I began to enjoy seeing videos of actual people. At 1st, I really hated masturbating for a very long time, but recently I have become much more tolerant, and have even began to enjoy it. I am just constantly adapting to the porn world and forcing myself to tolerate the action, usually with the excuse that it will make me better at sex in the real world. I promise myself and God that I will stop but I keep going back. I really need help.