I don't know why. When I was around the age of twelve I started looking up porn on the internet. I'm so sick of it, yet I keep on coming back. I love God and try to live my life as Christ-like as possible. But when I'm alone in front of a computer screen? It's all over. I can't stand this. I guess I'm confessing now because I've tried everything but speaking about this to a real person. I just can't do that. I've asked God to forgive me a million times, but I just keep on getting dragged down that road. Don't know what else to say. It's killing me here. I need God's help.