Your mom is gone, it's just you and your little brother left alone at the house. The computer is on, your brother is down stairs. You are by yourself. Alone. In a room with a closed door. You are curious about women. You have never seen a naked lady before. So now is just as good as any to find out.

You are a good Christian boy who has never done a thing like this. You don't know where to start. But you get an idea. A bad idea, but what seemed like a good idea at the time. Besides no one else will know.

So you snoop down to the lowest level in your life: seeking out the prince of the world. He is a conqueror, a loser in the end, but a savage being. Whose favorite game is to seek and destroy. A lair who is against the very God whom you love and serve. What you are about to do will change your out look at every thing from now on. You will never look at a woman the same way. You will now make a check list to see how hot she is. If she has every thing that you want on her body. Have a guilty feeling every time you see a girl.

Now there are restrictions. Restrictions that weren't there before. Now they feel like a chain around your neck. Every time you do something, your motives are being checked. You can't be left alone on the computer any more. Your ties with your family are strained. You now cannot be trusted.

Why? Was it worth it? Is it worth all of that just to see a little bit of skin? Was it worth opening up that door. A door that didn't need to be opened, now it is. And it's not Jesus. But the enemy of every Christian. Who is pounding, trying to break down the very door to which you are trying to hold tight. Now you have so many different things going on that you can't even think of God much less praise or worship to him.

This story is of my own a sad story none the less. I haven't been the best at winning and having victory in my life, But I do know this! God is a wonderful god who loves you and wants the best for you. No matter what your sin, God will forgive yu if you let Him.

IN Christ!

Jason