The Haps

At X3 Church we provide a place that people can tell their stories. We provide a safe place for people to come and confess what has been weighing so heavily on their hearts. Here is one of the latest confessions:

I really Do not know how to start this out so i'll just get to the point. Well I'm 14, I've been struggling with Porn for the past Almost 3 months now. Also...Masturbation has gone right along with it..I've been Masturbating for the past almost year and a half. I've tried to stop many times with both. The Longest I could get was a week at max. At first the Porn seem Cool if not Good. It wasn't until after I got addicted did the problems start, with the Porn. I started to become Angry...At everything. I would lash out on Close friends for no reason. I would be depressed a lot. A month ago...I went as far as to almost commit suicide, twice, both times, I lay the knife down. Then I was Bi-sexual...I had feelings for a Close Friend. Yesterday, I cut myself, all that depression, sorrow had built up enough for me to go that far. I was so depressed, and sad yesterday. Until I got off of the Computer about 11:30 P.M and went to bed. Before I feel asleep, I prayed, I prayed, begged, cried to God, That he would come back into my life, And he did what I cannot understand, He took all of that, all of the Anger, Sorrow, Sadness, Depression and took it all away. Even those Bi-sexual feelings. So I'm sitting here today, Totally changed. This made me feel a lot better.