Women - Confessions
So I've gotten to a place in my life where I am no longer acting out, having sex, but I still stumble from time to time with watching porn and masturbation. I think that it'll clear my head or release some stress, but it does the exact opposite. I get so foggy, distracted and then start to reminisce about my former life as a full blown sex addict. I try to compensate by watching (non-sexual)...
I am addicted to pornography and masturbation. I love to do it when I'm emotional, tired and I need to release it all - it's my medication. I'm turned on so easily yet because I was sexually abused I am scared of real men. I feel like I lead a double life - I go to bible college, I work in ministry, I teach God's word yet it I live in isolation with shame and fear. I know that Jesus is the...
Hi, i understand how all of you feel, you see i'm 13 years old now but it all started when i was 8, i found a video on Youtube, i watched it and it looked pleasurable so that's when i started. Then as i grew older, i found porn sites and watched them whenever i had the time to. I even went on Omegle and showed myself on camera with other people. But IT'S NOT OVER, there is help. I stopped and...
I don't know how I got into this mess...all I know is that after two years of trying to kick this habit, I'm back in the same spot again. I'm tired of allowing the devil to cheat me by using porn and by masturbating. I want to get rid of this addiction completely. Please, pray for me. Pray that I will find the strength in God to overcome this addiction because I know what sex was meant for and...
Dear Jesus, I confess that I have sinned. I have masturbated for the past 5 years of my life. Jesus you know how many things I have tried and times I tried but Jesus right now I ask you to wash me clean. Jesus I feel empty I feel void I feel as though you aren't there any more. I have angry Jesus, I feel as if I hate my sister I feel angry Jesus. Help me. I don't want to be depressed again...
Hi. I've never really confessed before about anything, but I realize that I am doing nothing but hurting myself and potentially those around me. Since I was a little girl around the age of 10 or 11, I've been fascinated with sex. And I believe that my fascination from very young has turned into a small addiction. I watch porn. I can't help but feel ashamed afterwards, extremely embarrassed,...
Since i was younger i always had a attraction to women just as much a one woune for a man..... I watched lesbian porn heavily, multiple times a day. I felt so convicted i never considered myself a lesbian or bisexual i just enjoyed it. Of course i soo got tired of watching it i wanted to try it out myself, since no one knew of my way at the time and i would never admit the thought of being a...
I first discovered masturbation when my boyfriend thought it would be incredibly hot to watch me play with myself while we were fooling around. Since then I have done it not only for him but many times alone and none knows. I have not had actual sex and we have just been fooling around with oral and such but now every time we do I don't enjoy it as much because i think that me masturbating...
I am a Christian, 22, recent college graduate and social worker. I was used and abused when I was in high school by a boy who I kept letting come back in my life because I thought I was "in love" but I ended up just getting used and abused more. This lead to a deep depression that lasted for about a year. I went to college and moved away from my hurt. I decided I was going to become a social...
I don't know why I do it, I have a wonderful husband who does all he can to care for me. It always leaves me feeling dirty and lonesome. I dread having to confess my actions to my husband when he comes home from work.
