I am a 20 year old female and am addicted to masturbation and porn.It started when I found books of my parents about sex and the images turned me on. This led to me exploring my body and masturbating to orgasm which felt great when I was doing it but afterwards made me feel so guilty and the worset Christian ever. When this started I was a Christian and still am and wonder why I should be struggling with this.I am a role model to so many other younger girls in my church and want to be this so badly but feel like Im one person on the inside but present a different image to the outside world. I have been addicted for about five years and I just want it to be over and want to learn something so that I can share it and encourage others with it and need the strength to do this.