Women - Confessions
I need to confess to God and another person my addiction to online porn. It started a few years ago when men I was involved with encouraged me to watch videos or look at magazines. Eventually, it became something that I did every once and awhile on my own. I even went to a sex shop a few times. I think it allowed my to escape from the loneliness and struggles to make ends meet....but made me...
so my addiction started when i was about 11 or 12 years old. i had went over to my cousin house and she introduced me to porn. i knew what we where doing was wrong, but i was a very curious person. So as i grew up, i started playing sex games on the internet and progressively went on to watching porn & reading menga's that was very present with sexual content. All these things made me start...
The first time I ever view porn was from a high school boyfriend's house. It was "vintage" porn, black and white, no flesh exposed, but porn nonetheless with the spirit of lust and immorality emanating from it. I noted the website and began frequenting that site. The worst parts in high school were when I was extremely depressed, used by men and jaded by religion. My secret of viewing porn was...
i'm addicted to lust and sexual thoughts. while porn isn't my primary problem - it's definitely a large part. i realized i had a problem when i started seeing a pattern in my relationships with guys. these men were men i would never date because we didn't have the same values or direction in life. instead i would just sneak around and send and receive sexual texts and pictures. it's kind of...
I never would have thought that my porn watching was an addiction. I only really watched it when I was single, otherwise I would never watch it. I've been in my current relationship for 17 months now. I discovered that my boyfriend would watch porn in the bathroom before coming to bed with me and it deeply hurt me especially before we made love too. I'm a very insecure person. I spoke to him...
It started with simply reading erotic stories to watching videos on-line, and now it has become something that I'm trapped in. It seems like it is just an endless cycle back and forth, one week, month, or year I will do really well and then I will slip up. Today I read the book Sex God, and I realized that all the things I've been looking for I will never be able to have with just sex alone....
It porn started when I was 11, I'm 18 now and things only get worse. I look at porn Daily and it leaves me feeling empty and worthless. It led to me sleeping with guys who could care less about me and led to a homosexual relationship. I felt worthless and started cutting and drinking, that's gotten out of had as well. I don't know what to do... I've tried to stop all of this but i always fall...
Sometimes i surf for porn to watch on the internet when im not doing that it plays over in my head when im not thinking about other things i wait untill everyone is a sleep plug head phones in and type in the words to fined something. its my laptop but my siblings use it so i always erase my history . I just want to be free of this. Every time i try to quit something bad happens and i mess up...
I come from a strong Christian Family and yet have struggled with porn (usually a few times in a month) when I am alone at home since the time I was 19. Sometimes I have sexual fantasies of a people (not me) having sex. Since my family is very conservative, I didnt know what I was doing in the begining. Now that I do know, I try and fail curbing sexual thoughts. I beleive in God's...
I was raised in Catholic school, where all aspects of sexuality were treated as a sin, rather than a natural inclination. As a result, I started to look up information about my body online. It was a natural curiosity at first, however I soon found the porn websites. I was about 11 years old. Early on, I learned to erase the browsing history on the family computer, so no one knew my secret....
