Women - Confessions
I was introduced to Porn at about the age of 5. My mother and her boyfriend would rent a hotel room and have it playing while they had sex with me in the room. My mothers boyfriend started abusing me not anything that hurt me then at the age of 9 I was brutally raped by another of my mothers boyfriends. I later found out she sold me to him for booze. After that I found that the only way I...
I guess I will start by saying that I have been addicated to pornagraphy and masturbation for about 8 years and I am now 26 years old. It all started from a stupid junk e-mail I got. A link in that e-mail took me to my very first porn site. I guess you could say I was just plain curious. I had never seen anything like it before. Shortly after I looked at that website, I had to go to...
I am praying for all of you
I have struggled so much with all of this
and still do from time to time
and probably always will without God
and by doing this confession I am really trying to stop
I used to have an online adult site
even underage
becuase some how i confused showing my body in porn as some form of affection.
it went from porn, to meeting people online, to having sex with people...
I was introduced to poronography and sex at a very early age. My father was caught molesting me when I was 6, and it had happened as long as I can remember before that. At the same time he would bring me into his room to look at pornographic matierial while my mother was at work. Later in life i was again molested by my step-father around my 7th-11th grade years of school. Also during this...
Wow, I never thought that I would ever be writing about my porn addiction online for everyone to see. This is so hard for me but I feel that if I don't get this off my chest I may never get over this. I was first exposed to "sex" when I was about 4 or 5. My brother asked me to come into his room and lie on top of him. Of course I had no idea what was going on, but what happened felt good and...
I grew up in the church, I have helped out in the church, I was baptized, I am spirit-filled, but there is one sin that still has a grip on me. For the past ten years of my life I have been addicted to porn and sexual sins. I have masturbated since I was 12 years old and look at porn soft core and hardcore since I was eight years old. When I was eight I was exposed to the world of...
I am a pastor's daughter, and have very loving parents and a close family. My family has never been very open about intimacy or sex. I had maybe two awkward talks as a child. Most of what I know I discovered myself. I am not sure if talking about sex openly would have changed the route that my life took, but it might have helped. I've had a close relationship with God my entire life, and was...
Hi I have this problem were I keep on looking up porn. I find it hard to try and stop and I have prayed to try and to be free but it doesnt seem to work.
I just want to be like everyone else who doesnt look it up and who is free. I really need help with this please please help me.
I have just told my youth leader that I have looked up porn and I don't know what is going to happen next. I...
Now that I finally made myself sit here and get everything out - it's almost too much and I don;t know where to begin.
I guess it all started when I was about 8-9 years old, I'd always loved reading and one day I came across a love novel of my mum's. It had some very vague sexual descriptions and I remember feeling kind of weird about it. I don't really remember how it started and around that...
See, we met on a mission trip to Costa Rica. We loved God from the beginning of our relationship. He lives in Canada and I live in South Carolina. We knew it would be hard but we trusted God that He would get us through this and keep us together.
I had broken off a 2 year relationship earlier that year, partially because of my boyfriend at the time's addiction to pornography. This was not my...
