I was first exposed to porn when I was 13 yrs old. I'd stay up late watching TV...and came across a show on HBO and it seemed to have escalated from there. I would watch it and then masterbate...its started with on late night TV to going on the computer and downloading videos....then deleting traces of it before my parents could find out. I was 17 yr old and I told God I was done with it and I rededicated my life to him....Then it began again a year later...I finally had to confess to my mom, I needed help...she put blocks on everything and that helped....Telling my husband was the hardest thing I have ever done, I didnt want it in our marriage or in our home or especially around our baby...but its still not easy, unfortunetly its a disease and I have to fight to have the strength to not look at it...