Hey,
I'm a 19 year old female student and I really struggle with watching gay porn. I'm not sure why, I think maybe because I have trouble with self cofidence in my own body so I prefer not to see women with nice bodies. It started when I was about 16.
Since I've come to university it's got worse, because I didn't have to worry about anyone at home finding out.
I'm a Christian and love Jesus, but it's really holding me back with my relationship with Him and other people.
I need to talk about it but I can't stand the thought of talking to someone face-to-face about it.
I've asked Jesus for forgivness but feel digusting and don't know what to do.