Hi. I've never really confessed before about anything, but I realize that I am doing nothing but hurting myself and potentially those around me. Since I was a little girl around the age of 10 or 11, I've been fascinated with sex. And I believe that my fascination from very young has turned into a small addiction. I watch porn. I can't help but feel ashamed afterwards, extremely embarrassed, and just one step closer to hell. I can go for several months at a time without even looking at the websites but then all of a sudden it will all seem like an innocent thing that everyone does, so I will get on my computer and search. It all feels good while I do it, but as soon as its over the guilt and pain all comes back... :(