I've been 'clean' for about 8 months by God's grace. Today I fell into porn and self gratification. I feel sick. But I suppose I set myself up for it when I logged on late at night and was not in fellowship with God. I need prayer for healing, encouragement, receiving grace through Christ and change. I know I'll feel (and do feel) awful about myself during work tomorrow. I need Christ, his grace to wash over me and remember the cross. It's about Him.